Sometime I feel that I don't be acceptable in some society. I feel like I am an alien who live among them. Empty and ain't fun, but I have to faced it because I think sooner or later I could blend in with them.
This thing happen not only to myself, some of my best friend also going through this. I think this is normal when we getting moved to another place. With the new environment, new people and other new stuff. It is like we have to start a new chapter of our life. Yeah we only show everything about ourself when we feel comfortable. The comfortable itself means you are surrounded with your best friend or your family or the one that you are comfortable with. Just take a look when people hang out with their best friend, they tend to do stupid stuff together and having fun. Its a thing that we can get with a stranger and you just feel awkward.
Some time I just feel like I wanna stay forever like this. Same friend, same placed, same house and still have some time with family. But the reality is we can't because after all of this, I learn one thing.
As we grow older there is something we have to leave behind not because we don't love it. But it will remain as part of our memory, the sweet one. This is a life process that everyone must have go through it.
I think we all have the difference opinion but for myself I just love being myself. I don't care what people think about me as long as they did not harm me.
In conclusion, I only show full version of myself to the people that I am comfortable with. But there is something I want to tell you guys. Its about the difference between personality and attitude. There is quote that I remember and I don't from whom?
My personality is who I am. While my attitude is depend on who you are.
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Disclaimer : I'm not an expert. All the things that I have wrote is based on my own opinion. Its maybe wrong with the fact.
