The Body Is Weak...

zellypearl(73)
Published in
OCD
Words
799
Reading
4 min
Listen
Play
4y

It's actually my very first time studying from morning till dawn. I woke up quite early because I had in mind to go to school and since I am living very far away from school, I always wake up early to prepare.
Today was one of those days I got up early and started preparing for school. Not because I had an examination today to write or because I had something to do in school that morning except for later in the day when I had an evening lecture in preparation for my exams tomorrow.

My thought was that I wasn't gonna be given adequate time and be allowed to focus on my studies at home so I usually run to school to study on days that I don't have any examinations. This way too, I can study with my friends which is even much better and more fun since we get to ask each other questions and touch on areas we might not have studied alone or on our own.

I woke up thinking or better still, planning to go to school to study with my friends and then later attend my evening lectures. I did everything on time and I was ready for the day, only for me to feel kinda dizzy with slight headaches. To be honest, I felt sick kinda and the truth is I have been overworking and stressing myself these past few days so I could understand where that uneasiness was coming from but I did my best to stay strong. I lay on my bed for some minutes hoping to be fine but at every tick of the clock I was reminded that I had a lot of chapters to cover in preparation for my exam tomorrow so I couldn't lay still for long, I grabbed my books and materials and started reading, reviewing and revising most of the topics I have already read before.



Snapchat-225539598.jpg



It was more than a marathon race for me. Trying to cover 22 chapters of my textbook in just one day wasn't even a wish come true and I am still not even halfway close as we speak๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ’” but I do know that my butt had been gummed to a fixed position for hours. I only took little breaks in between to either munch some snacks or grab some water and eat too.
Thankfully, my friend kept calling in between to know how far I have gone and also asking some questions too to be certain that I was studying lol.

Oh yes! I ended up not going to school today, I missed the lecture I had for today but I can say with all confidence that I don't regret it. I don't think I would have been able to achieve what I have achieved today home-studying if I were to be in school.
My parents were so kind enough too not to bother me with house duties and so I had enough time to at least prepare for my examination.

Now I am here complaining of sourness and aches all over my body cause it's my longest hours of self-study since my examination began.
I think I need a good rest now, although I would have more than enough time to rest when all this is over, yeah, when I am done with my examinations, I will have all the time to rest and resume my hive duties better too.
I have missed blogging here and also, my brain only thinks of my examinations at the moment and nothing else aside from that.
I hope you all are doing great!
I just checked in today since it has been some days now.
See you guys around!



IMG_20211210_153831_084~2.jpg

๐€๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ซ


๐ˆ ๐š๐ฆ ๐–๐š๐ค๐ฒ! ๐€ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ข-๐ญ๐š๐ฅ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐œ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐  ๐ ๐ข๐ซ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ณ๐ž๐š๐ฅ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐š๐›๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ข๐ญ ๐ก๐š๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ž๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐จ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ซ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ ๐š๐ญ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ. ๐€ ๐ ๐ข๐ซ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐š๐ฅ ๐š๐›๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ-๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ก ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐จ๐๐๐ฌ.
๐ˆ ๐›๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ž๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ž๐ฑ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฅ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐›๐ฒ ๐ ๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ž ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ˆ ๐š๐ฆ ๐š ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐๐ฎ๐œ๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ ๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ž, ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐Ÿ๐ž๐œ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐›๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ก ๐ง๐š๐ฆ๐ž "๐€๐›๐ฎ๐ง๐๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐†๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ž".
๐ˆ ๐š๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฅ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐›๐ž๐œ๐š๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ˆ ๐š๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ช๐ฎ๐ž ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ž๐œ๐ข๐š๐ฅ ๐ข๐ง ๐š ๐๐ฒ๐ง๐š๐ฆ๐ข๐œ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ
๐‡๐ˆ๐•๐„ ๐ก๐š๐ฌ ๐›๐ž๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐จ๐œ๐ข๐š๐ฅ ๐‡๐Ž๐Œ๐„ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐’๐๐€๐‚๐„.





IMG_20211210_153831_084~2.jpg

๐‘จ๐’‘๐’‘๐’“๐’†๐’„๐’Š๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’


๐‘ป๐’ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’‡๐’‚๐’Š๐’•๐’‰๐’‡๐’–๐’ ๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’…๐’†๐’“๐’”! ๐‘ด๐’š ๐’˜๐’๐’๐’…๐’†๐’“๐’‡๐’–๐’ ๐’”๐’‘๐’๐’๐’”๐’๐’“๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’†๐’๐’๐’๐’˜ ๐’‰๐’Š๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’”!
๐‘ป๐’ ๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’š ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’Ž๐’–๐’๐’Š๐’•๐’š ๐’Ž๐’†๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’†๐’“ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’“๐’Š๐’†๐’๐’…, ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’• ๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’” ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’•๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’ˆ๐’–๐’š๐’”. ๐‘ป๐’ ๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’š ๐’„๐’–๐’“๐’‚๐’•๐’๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’…๐’†๐’†๐’Ž๐’” ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’‚๐’“๐’•๐’Š๐’„๐’๐’†๐’” ๐’‡๐’Š๐’• ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’Š๐’“ ๐’”๐’–๐’‘๐’‘๐’๐’“๐’•.
๐‘ฐ ๐’‚๐’Ž ๐’”๐’‚๐’š๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’Œ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’‹๐’๐’–๐’“๐’๐’†๐’š ๐’‰๐’†๐’“๐’† ๐’๐’ ๐‘ฏ๐‘ฐ๐‘ฝ๐‘ฌ ๐’‚๐’ ๐’†๐’™๐’„๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‡๐’–๐’-๐’‡๐’Š๐’๐’๐’†๐’… ๐’๐’๐’†. ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’Œ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’†๐’๐’…๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”๐’๐’š ๐’”๐’–๐’‘๐’‘๐’๐’“๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’Œ ๐’•๐’‰๐’“๐’๐’–๐’ˆ๐’‰ ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐’–๐’‘๐’—๐’๐’•๐’†๐’”, ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’•๐’”, ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’“๐’†๐’ƒ๐’๐’๐’ˆ๐’”. ๐‘ฐ ๐’‘๐’“๐’‚๐’š ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’… ๐’ƒ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’”๐’†๐’” ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’ ๐’ˆ๐’๐’๐’… :)



             21 November 2022
                   @
                 Monday

20220101_002659_0000.png

The Body Is Weak... | Ecency