But then there are days where depression is back and everything is exhausting, even thoughts and it reminds me of times when I wished to be nonexistent, just to get rid of the bother. But then, we're too

This image was a commission for a writer. He writes in german and it's not my kind of thing to draw hugging people. Maybe I should do more of these to invoke more feelings like this.

so this is a nice first step in humans merging wiht mashines

I don't have time for writing much today, so just enjoy the colours :)

So I talked to a friend about my project management and the issue from before the weekend and he told me to escalate situations like that earlier next time. It's important the boss knows that something

When you try your best to please the customer and then the project fails because some technician installs the fiber at the wrong adress. And now the carrier will kill the old phone line of your customer.

and now I'm feeling passionate to keep playing the game. It's annyoing to get excited before going to sleep. Did you know, that you can reset your circadian rythm by fasting for 16 hours(sleep included)

Using it as an alarm clock it was a drag through the night, waking up for the first time at around 24 o'clock and activating it again I didn't trust that it got the right time, so I woke up about every

In the first dream I jumped into some lake to get something, and it was related to fishing. The water wouldn't support me and it felt like slow falling. My clothes probably were too heavy, but I had no

at least without paying for promotion

Thinking and dreading tomorrow, going to work, I realise, that going there might make it better, so I will face reality instead of just my fear. When you park your hovercraft thing in the wrong place.

Frustration is supposed to help you achieve big things or push through some obstacle. But I probably learned, that feeling means it's my fault, fostering an unhealthy obsession with things I can't accomplish

Weird dreams again but they where gone before my feet could touch the ground when I woke up. I know techniques to not forget them, but I would have to be less lazy then. So I didn't want today to start

When you come home late in the evening, play with your dog, you're supposed to write applications and find a new place to live. Life feels like a drag today. I learned some technical background to my work

When you have to insert the same piece of data 5-6 times in a row, something is wrong with the document you're working in. When you have to rewrite the customer with a wrong name just so you can push some

We, my dog and I ran from an under the sea compound and we tried to tell our work colleague what happened there. I tried to show him by painting it, but while I looked at him to see if he was watching,

in my childhood I loved to play a cat or dog character and after seeing a manticore in some tomb raider comic, I wanted to be a manticore too. A few months ago I started to draw a comic, but got stuck

how is everyone doing, what are you up to the next few days? I do art sometimes, but not so much since I found a job. Steemit seemed kind of intruiging, let's see how far it will take us :)

Kind of weird, but some topics made me think of what to use as a pawn for difficult discussions. I was an artist, and I might be one again. Steemit cought my attention somehow and I'm new and this is my