Most days, I forget how old I am. I get s focused on being young that I forget that time keeps moving and there are plans and ideas I had years ago that I've totally forgotten.
This happens to everyone. We're all chasing so many things at the same time and life tends to catch up with us when we least expect it. For me, the only real thing that has caught up with me is my desire to be a mom.
I can't explain how much I crave that love. I receive it from my nephews when they're babies but what's not yours isn't yours. They eventually knew the difference between 'auntie' and 'mummy'.
I get baby envy and I just want to watch someone else's face look sad when my child picks me over them over and over again. My nephews do this to me way too often and I shake it off but I really want to do it to someone else.
I know I'm pretty young and in due time all these desires will come to pass but a girl can't help but dream sometimes.
As a mom or a wanna-be mom, do you constantly crave this kind of affection? Is it just in my head or is the love received from a child too beautiful to be true? How do you cope with baby fever?
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