I feel like I could write for days
Yet I have no more words left to describe how am feeling
I want to argue with everyone
Yet I don't want to start a con flirt
I come off as disrespectful
Yet I respect everyone except for me
I try to let people in
Yet it feels like nobody knows the real me
I preach that everyone has value
Yet I feel like I don't have value
I say that I don't judge anyone
Yet I'm my biggest critic
I act like I'm so comment and sure of myself
Yet I am so insecure and afraid of people's feedback
My brain says that I don't want love
Yet everything I push away someone my heart breaks
I feel empty most of the time
Yet that's just 75% of the time
The rest of the time I feel pain so much pain.
