You Weren't Supposed To Hear That
The day my life changed, I was just trying to find a place to charge my phone........
It was a Saturday afternoon. I had gone to my aunt's place for a family meeting.......You know how these family meetings are, boring, plenty of talking, everybody shouting. I was tired and my phone was at 2%. So I went inside to look for socket.
My aunt's house is big, with many rooms...... I entered one room that looked empty, plugged my phone, and sat on the bed.... Then I heard voices from the next room. The door between them was slightly open, but they could not see me.... I recognized the voices immediately. It was my aunt and my mother.
They were talking about me.
My aunt said, "You people are pampering that girl too much. You know her real father did not want her."
I froze. My real father? What does she mean? My father was sitting in the parlor that same afternoon, laughing with my uncles.
My mother was quiet at first, then she sighed..... "What can I do? I cannot tell her now. She will hate me. Let her think Musa is her father. He has tried for her."
My heart started beating very fast..... I wanted to stand up and enter that room and shout "What are you saying?" But my legs could not move.....I just sat there, holding my breath, listening.
My aunt continued. "But you have to tell her before she gets married. At least let her know she has another family in Kaduna. Her real father has been asking about her. He wants to see her."
My mother almost cried. "I know. But how do I tell a 24 year old girl that the man she has called Daddy for 24 years is not her biological father? Musa raised her since she was two months old. He is her father. Biology does not matter."
That was when I mistakenly pushed my water bottle and it fell. Loud noise. The talking stopped.
My aunt shouted, "Who is there?"
I quickly unplugged my phone, even though it was only 10%, and walked out as if I was just passing. I said, "Aunty, I was looking for charger." My face was normal but inside I was shaking.
My mother looked at me with fear in her eyes. She knew. She knew I heard something. But she pretended. "Oh, you were in that room? We thought you were outside."
I smiled and said, "No, I just entered now."
But that night I did not sleep. Everything started making sense. Why my father, or the man I call father, always treated my younger siblings slightly different. Why my grandmother in the village always said "this one takes after her mother too much, not like our family." Why my mother always panicked whenever someone talked about blood group.
The next morning at the family meeting, I looked at Musa, my dad. He was eating and laughing, calling me "my first daughter." I wanted to cry. Because to him, I was his first daughter. He chose me. He did not have to, but he did.
I did not confront my mother for two weeks. I just carried the secret in my chest. It was heavy. I would look at myself in the mirror and ask, who am I? Do I have another father in Kaduna? Does he have my eyes?
Finally, one evening, I went to my mother. I said, "Mummy, I heard you and Aunty that day. You weren't supposed to hear that, I know, but I did."
She started crying immediately. She held my hands and told me everything. How she got pregnant before meeting Musa, how the man denied responsibility and traveled to Kaduna, how Musa met her when I was still a baby and said "I will raise this child as my own." How he never made her feel bad about it for one day.
When she finished, I hugged her. I said, "Thank you for not telling me in anger. Thank you for letting me find out like this."
That evening, I went to my father's room. He was watching news. I sat beside him and said, "Daddy, thank you."
He looked confused. "Thank you for what?"
I said, "Thank you for choosing me. I heard everything. But you are still my father. The only one I know."
He did not ask how I heard. He just kept quiet for a long time, then his eyes became red. He said, "You were never a mistake. You made me a father."
That phrase "You weren't supposed to hear that" could have broken my family. But for me, it made me understand love better. Sometimes love is not biology. Sometimes love is the man who stays when the biological father runs away.
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