Good afternoon, @bozz

I totally agree with you about the anniversary dates, not all of them are "good" to remember... And fortunately, I'm lucky enough for not dealing with a oncologic health issue. And on this days, it is a "rare" thing, since I'm heading to my 50yo.

I have another heath condition that it's progressive/degenerative, that from time to time, I post about it too.

We all have some "ghost" in the closet. They might differ from importance and from severity, but all of we struggle from them. I congratulate you about talking and exposing your fragilities, and PSTD intermittent status.

"Which honestly is about the worst thing they could have ever created. They really should have just had your numbers go right to your doctor and you find out about them after they have had a chance to look at them. It would definitely cut down on the generation of Google doctors getting themselves worked up that they might have some kind of infectious disease or something."

I was born in 78, and all of this running, and constant search for optimization comes with a BIG cost. Our tranquility, and the ability of waiting the necessary time to have the feedback, the results, whatever...

We have been used to have all things in the tipo of our fingers...

Continue to stay strong in your battle. As you said, "Some inner battles you don't see or even realize."

Fingers crossed for your results, my friend!

Have a great week