I don't know why something small matters to me a lot. Something small stayed in my mind for so long.
No matter how much I tried to ignore it. The thought keeps making it space to come back. I tried to keep myself busy with house chores, exercise just to get a little break from thoughts.
It wasn't a big or serious situation,yet my mind kept going over it again and again. Making it feel heavier than it actually was and turning into something difficult to ignore.
I have no one to share my thoughts with, by this I mean the one who is my kind who can read my mind and understand me better. So I kept questioning myself whether I was overthinking. Even when I tried to convince myself to let it go. There was always a small part of me that didn't fully agree with me.
So in the end I just said it out loud , "convince me I'm overthinking." Hoping it hearing from someone else would finally quiet everything inside my mind.