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poem
8y
Go back to high school (Original Poem)
I don't hold beers long enough to need a Koozie. Got a ruler on my desk, consider that my Oozie. Straight lines now and then can really get me going. Not coke, Coca Cola will often start me flowing. Maybe
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suicide
8y
Seventeen Years Ago...
Seventeen years ago my father decided to take his own life. This terrible event occurred on Father's day. I failed to call him that year. I did not live with him at the time, but had seen him recently.
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poetry
9y
Stigmatter (original poem)
Just me and a dozen therapists, collectively. Weekly, we meet together in my hexagonal room, And they see through these eyes. Angle: Tight. Pull focus, zoom. Trapped in a fabricated reality. I'm mislabeled
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rap
9y
Knuckle Draggers
Sippin' on that good life, not sayin' that I lack strife. My complexes have complexes from these remixes among us like thunder above us. Shake like a leaf from a tree so large. Nobody can tell who's in
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short
9y
The Ants
I'm only good at having one friend at a time. The first time I came home from the mental institution, I remember standing in the kitchen. My mother and her mother looked at me with peculiarity. They wondered
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stories
9y
Once Upon a Cave (continued)
I was bone thin by now, drenched in sweat and clay and cave goop. The water trickles through the Earth onto my hand and I snap out of a long gaze. Kyle is looking at me and has changed his light from white
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poetry
9y
Radio Silent
Hip hop narcotics anonymous. Tip top, trying to get to the bottom of this cryptic tic tac toe revelation. Let go, flow from below the gravitational pull. Lose control and go null. Radio Silent on the inside.
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art
9y
Astronaut Dots
Astronaut dots cover the bed as I awake and look for my head. Alone again and time for work searching for pants, keys, and purse. Did I ride a horse nine hours of sleep last night Nine, he rode me. I never
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stories
9y
Once Upon a Cave
It all started the day he left. We were together everyday, sleeping and waking minutes, for years. And then he drove away. I was left to my dorm and my new friends. This was my new life and my new chance.
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update
9y
It's come down to this
It's come down to me sleeping on the carpet. I beginning to behave like him again, it struck me today. How long have I been like this? How many people do I need to apologize to once I'm better, then again
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poetry
9y
Broken Machine Head
Propagate and legitimize stereotypes that come alive. Obliterate semblance of sanity, admit bliss. Anchored love rains from above. Every gear keeps rolling. My machine works for me. Brain is quite controlling.
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poetry
9y
Gravity
Tourettes and heretic lunacy. Prophetic erotic piracy. Exploring exponential reality by denying what cannot be proven and supplying what can be woven with real thoughts and words of suspense and gravity.
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anorexia
9y
Intestines Empty 1/3 at a time
Let's just say that sometimes I have difficulty eating. I used to love food, sometimes I still love food. It's just difficult to keep down during certain anxiety producing moments. It all started when
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poetry
9y
Confrontation
I'm running down my eraser. In fact, I need more paper. Not crepe paper, grade A papers. Wrote great papers, mind shapers. Ones on which professors were elaborators, maybe one day collaborators. And the
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introduceyourself
9y
Hi, My Name is x1018
One day I had my life together and by night, I was barefoot and five hours from any semblance of a home. Some things that I have learned seem to have been erased, lost along the way. Perhaps from getting
