I was trying to look for a proper crying lady picture that'd show my ugly cry face from last night but I couldn't find any asap. I got so overwhelmed last night after working that I cried. My job is taking a toll on me and it's getting me frustrated.
I saw this breakdown coming because I just wasn't in the mood yesterday to keep my cheer on. My time has been completely taken away from me, safe 3-4 hours that I get to sleep at night. This is meant to be a 9-5 but I'm working way more than that because my desk is always full and everything is time-dependent.
My back aches, I have dark eye circles, and my insomnia doesn't help matters. I might be working from the comfort of my home but this is the most back-breaking job I've ever done in my life. It's actually not hard and it's something I enjoy doing, but it's just a lot.
Coupled with other things that aren't in order, including not having time to even tidy up my space, I burst into tears soon after I sunk in bed. The fact that I don't easily fall asleep when I had only a few hours to do that had me frustrated.
I opened my eyes a while later and it was morning all over again. I hurriedly did a few chores and that got me in a better mood to begin work for the day. It's night time all over again and I just finished working past midnight, quickly writing this so I can publish and try to sleep before it's daybreak again.
I promise to wake up with a smile on my face to set the pace for the day. At least that worked in the morning.
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