Wednesday Thursday 9/29 9/30 - To B arm to pack ___’s stuff, sleep then to Nebraska where the buffalo rome free.
Went out to _______ with my new flower shirt and S before heading to see __ for the night. Put stuff from ___’s room into her car and made food, left sometime the next day in late morning. Arriving night time of the 30th to a camp site where you could hear everything in everyone else's tent and we all had to sleep really close to each other in a big ring and we couldn't camp at the far one because of safety issues.
In the morning me and daisy went for a walk up the dunes where we had smoked the night earlier and when it was morning we went on a walk down the same path. While we were away from the campsite and __ was still in the tent the heard of buffalo went to the tent area to graze but they are pretty big and sort of dangerous so no one could move i guess. Any ways i did notice that but not how close they had gotten to the tents so then me and __ dropped down off the side of the bluff in to the meadow about 3/4ths of a mile from the campsite i saw two giant bulls on the side watching the heard that was over by the tents. Then the heard got all nervous because i was in between them and they all ran back like they could sense the energy between their family be interrupted so they closed back together like a sonic boom pulling the molecular energy of the air back into place with a sound so loud it was dubbed the iconic name. No we were not trampled, me and _____. Though we very well could have been. We made our way to the gravel road just in time once the heard of over 70 buffalo trotted towards us stopping with horns down every time the squish of the gravel stopped crunching as we all walked hurriedly in opposite directions back from where we both came.
Friday: 9/31 Arriving in Denver in the afternoon to house where m was staying we did a u turn and attempted to load the stuff but were immediately verbally assaulted by this homophobic asshole. Two people came out and said that he was a crazy person and he does this shit all the time, then he kept yelling at me so i started filming him and we got into an argument then i went back to my car but he chased me down the block, I got in my car then pulled in back where he came running up filming and yelling at me. I called the police they came in like less than a minute and got my information then went and talked to the guy.
Then I went out with __ and this other girl ___ knows who is actually named ___ who is from France. Me and her went in to a bar and had some really good dry rub chicken wings. ___ left for a while then the three of us got into this uber and went to this party where we drank Jamison and hung out and smoked ‘pot’. It was kind of awkward but i am getting used to her jokes. She was just trying to make me look cool. Well, I am cool guys! :) Im super cool! At least for someone who has had to stay away from his pregnant wife's body while some old ass immature idiot waits out his last dying few months before the inevitable sonic boom that will send him as far away from us as possible.... I think.
But i am cool for dealing with that while being attacked and yelled at prodded and belittled. While waking up and finding out my true identity and the true identity of my community and family.
Saturday - Sunday
Up to Fort Collins then up the mountain to a place called lady moon trail where we camped for two days near rocks and swam in creeks, had fires and laid motionless while i sketched a picture of something and she slept in a warm bubble next to me supporting me every step of the hey.
Then some horses asked us to stop haveing a fire but the sign on the road said moderate but then the next day some other horses came back and said, no, yes, this is a fire banner. You must disipate the flames good sir for the night has much in store.
‘I like when she makes me steaks’
Monday
Fire police, time to go again, pretty much just our daily check up.
Went to fast food restaraunt, pooped a bunch all night. No good places to smoke. No where to sit. I want to make a pine box dog poop machine for city streets that make it so we dont need to use so many plastic bags and also so there is not so much poop around in cool cities that allow dogs even thought it is hard to deal with because of mis use of tax funds.
Tuesday
Had to leave after i walked ____ in the morning. I didnt give her a good good bye. I love her so much. This shit is really hard to handle. My current program for universal success dictates my life to an extent that i doubt not many human ideas of dedication could compare.
Left @ around 140 i think. I stopped only for gas and made it back home in minneapllis by around 315 am. I drove through mulitple thunder storms with lightning. Taking 76 to 80 to 35
When i stop at gas stations i usually have a visual on phone confirmation from someone. The roads look like a futuristic war zone. It looks like it getting worse… but it sounds like its getting better.
Wednesday:
Woke up @ around 10 am, needed to write something but i am sick of posting on fb but i need to handle this bill stuff, then write some more and go to see S after she's off work.
