Dreams, it's good to have dreams @davidbright. Dreams that you wouldn't want to wake up from. But instead of asking why isn't she mine? Why not ask yourself, what would I do to make her mine?, Is she the right one for me?.
You know you really made a good description of her in your blog that I even started falling in love with her without even knowing or seeing her. why don't you talk to her about how you feel and get to know what is on her mind but I believe she feels the same way about you what do you think?