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I am obsessed. I am falling endlessly. I can't even begin to comprehend how amazing she looks. And her personality, God knows I could never accumulate enough vocabulary throughout my whole life to describe the golden heart that lies within the cavity of her ribs. She is just so beautiful.
How did I get so lucky? How? How did I get so lucky to know a soul like her? My heart melts in just a glance of her. There is an everlasting light that glows within the walls of my heart that I could never show her. I don't even know if she realizes how extraordinary she is. Does she even know that?
Every single time I looked at her, I always admire every line on every inch of her face, I admire her angles, curves and lines that were so beautifully aligned to form a masterpiece like her… That is when I realized that there is a God up there because it's only a Higher Entity like God that can create and perfect such a beautiful person. I am indeed so grateful for His existence.
But then reality always hits me. It always hits me so hard that it jolts me awake from this lucid dream that I control. And every time I come back to reality, she is never mine.
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I would always ask myself why isn't she mine? I know I would love her with all my heart and soul. I would love her so hard and deep that she would forget what pain feels like. She is just everything that I have ever wanted my entire life.