The Kunes are for our meat supply too. It just really hurts when an animal dies just like that. It happened so quick that there is nothing you can do. It'll take a while for this feeling to fade.
Not to mention you kind of get confronted with the other pig, he is back to his usual self but his character used to match his buddy. Now it just feels like half of him is missing. It is painfull, probably my human emotions but I don't enjoy going to the pig area at the moment.