I'm in love with the beach and I love swimming. However, I have had trauma since when I was in high school. I went swimming and I had experience being chased by a sea snake, after then I'm scared to go deep. Will, now I'm living next to the beach. I want to face my fear. I want to stop panicking. Most of my friends are really good at swimming, not just that also they're diving. I'm always looking for them and feeling envious. I always say this to myself. I wish I could. I know myself how much I love going to explore the underwater world. I'm curious what's more to it. What else can I discover, cause I know there is more I can find out, like all the ocean documentaries I'm watching. It really makes me feel like I'm in a different world. How much more like putting myself out there exploring the world. Those feelings stuck in my head. Of course, I don't wanna end up just wondering why.
Unexpectedly, a very spontaneous friend of mine asked me to go snorkeling. I was hesitant and somewhat very eager to go! I said I might get panicked attacked. She really has a positive mind and attitude. She said to me to fight my fears slowly. I trusted her, so I did. We went snorkeling for an hour or more. I forgot the time. I was calm and she had my back watching me. It was really a good thing that I didn't panic, will I didn't sea snake, so it was a good time. I enjoyed swimming with sardine running. Oh, it was very beautiful. I always have this unexplainable feeling whenever I see an underwater world. If I knew how to dive, you know. It would be a different level of happiness. I'm really taking my time watching everything I can. The lively world of underwater life is mesmerizing.
It was a few years ago that I swam with turtles. I was hoping to see it. There was a group of people who were in the same circle I was wondering what was going on. To my surprise, there was a turtle busy eating. I'm so thrilled. I'm watching by far since it was already crowded if I go closer. After a few minutes there was a big turtle passing on my side that I didn't see it, so my friend called me "Bella, Bella, Bella", and looked at you on your side. Just keep swimming, just don't make any threatening moves so the turtle will eat peacefully. Omg! I did that. I just followed him and watched him. It’s so cute. I want to touch him, but it's a no-no. Because I don't want to forget the day that I got lucky to see a turtle, my friend effortlessly took video of me. Yooohh. My happiness for the day is not measurable. I couldn't believe my eyes saw it. Look how much I enjoyed the video. I hope you also enjoy by watching this video.
At the end of this video I forgot my fear of the deep sea of the sea snake chasing me. Let me know If you want to see more of underwater video.
Happy weekend. See you later!
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