I just do not like anyone!

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I just do not like anyone!
You do something for yourself, you do something: you do your work, help and support friends, help your parents, and then, bang, and understand that nobody loves you and who does not support and hug you and sit alone in 4 walls.

That's what they just do not like.

Do not deserve to be loved.

You deserve it, you deserve it - right from the very childhood, you are in front of them and so and so, but you still can not deserve it.

Friends like and not bad, and you can ask for help, and still you understand that you can not count on them, but only on yourself!

At work, nobody appreciated it at all, more than 10 years worked and you understand that everyone did not care about you, and eventually left work.

And parents are generally ashamed that they have such a child, ready and in the fire and entering for them, always helped and helped, and they are like this. This is shown when criticized.

Nobody likes me

NOBODY I DO NOT LIKE ANYBODY,

You are crying quietly in your room, until no one sees, wiping the keyboard in parallel after drops of tears, and there is no one next to you to reassure.
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ANYTHING IS NO CASE TO MY FEELINGS, AND WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY SOUL

internally you are angry, turning away from your father and uniquely talking to him, for the reason that all his life he expected him to support and believe in me, and he did not receive a vengeance not from love of support, but only humiliation and displeasure with me, that I have nothing to do you can not and you live without any obligations and help, although everything is completely wrong. And in sport I achieved not a bad success, and you understand that it was only you who needed it and not your relatives.

NO ONE REQUESTS,

what do I need and how hard it is for me, you think, smiling at your friend, in response to the question: "And how are you, dear?" and you will answer: "It's okay."

NOBODY LOVES ME,

you think, when once again you decide not to load others with your problems and remain silent.

AND DO YOU LOVE YOURSELF?

Constantly trying to be comfortable and good - do you love yourself?

Regularly NOT asking for help and support - do you love yourself?

Telling yourself about how useless you are, do you love yourself?

I DO NOT LOVE MYSELF!

How does it sound now? Is it sad? Evil? Ruthlessly? How is the verdict?

And how do I understand that I LOVE MYSELF?

Said that something does not suit me - Oh, I LOVE MYSELF!

I asked that my family listen to me and regret it - Oh, I LOVE MYSELF!

Gave myself an opportunity to sleep, but did not rush to your relatives - Oh, I LOVE MYSELF!

Now there is a landmark, what is it that when I am loved is when I love myself and can see this love in others, without merit and tears.

The skill of self-love trains. This is often not easy, but quite effective.

I just do not like anyone! | Ecency