I have faced death several times in my life. I was in a car wreck with my older brother and survived because we were in the bigger tougher car. I have been pinned down by the enemy via ak47s. Each time I escaped death and felt whole. Today is different. My mother faces the end and I am not sure where this will lead. No matter what I do I cannot save her. All my my life she has been there. I can always call. I can always visit. Very soon that will not be an option. The question is what will I do when shes not here. There is no replacement for a moms love. I don't know what to do. I mourn......I cry........ I miss her
