Hello Hive Community. 馃尮
It took me a few months to have the courage to write this article and present myself to you. I hope this place will be welcoming.
-me and this is a short short post about my life
My name is Helen and I am mother of two, an immigrant in the UK, along with my husband, who is working and in college in his 40's.
and here is my sweet pie:
...my diva:
Today I felt a determination from several considerations and feelings to come and put my soul on the tray.
I know you don't know me, but I am an active person, extremely busy and very active with my little children.
By 2018-2019 when I was at the peak of my situation (so to speak) I was in a very critical situation, which I could no longer manage and for which I could not find any solution. I felt so tired...a chronic tiredness that I found myself in for another year after returning from England with my husband and children without knowing, believing or suspecting that I had been living in depression for a very long time.
But, back then, I no longer knew who I was, what I wanted, what I was doing (sometimes I forgot what I wanted to do), I no longer loved myself, I was disinterested in everything and I took refuge as often as I could after a little peace.
In short, I was no longer me... Coupled with the onset of an autoimmune disease.
There are solutions no matter the situation. This is not the end even if every little part of us cries in despair, fear, disbelief believing and waiting for the end.
God always finds a way. He works through people. It came to me when I accepted that things were out of control and I really wanted to fix them.
That's what life is all about isn't it?
With ups and downs. With storms and clear skies over which a beautiful rainbow rises.
I'm here! Because now, I AM and I have a moral duty to be healthy, able to work and give love for my children, for my husband, for my friends and for anyone who needs me.
Thank you to each and every one of you for your patience to read the story of a chapter of my life and for being close to me even though we don't know each other. Who knows? One day... maybe.
These are the first ideas that come to my mind, I don't know how to write a professional article. I am a sports teacher, if I had been in Literature, I would have written better.
Thank you for receiving me here and I hope this is the place to share pieces of our life with the Hive community.
Hoping to make friends here as well,
Helen.
