May 18
I read the Anne Frank's book at school. The book is interesting! She used to have a lot of boys chasing her. And I got a good idea from the book. To write the journal in the form of letters, addressing the diary. Her journal is called Kitty. Shall I try? Sounds interesting! Instead of a penpal! Right so your name shall be... Ellie. Hi Ellie! I will tell you what happened today. By the way, Anne wrote more about her feelings rather than describing events. That sounds like a good idea too. Perhaps the book would end up more interesting if I did that.
The day was not very good today. At school, one idiot boy stood up on my desk. He calls people names but he's such an idiot himself! He wants to show that he has power by walking on and lying on desks and kicking people. Isn't that stupid? Before, he even walked over the keys of the class organ! I also have seen before how he wipes his snot on his pants. You must understand what it feels like when he touches my things! I think all boys are like that. Maybe not that much, but still dirty. And there is one other thing I notice. He often steals another boy's pen case and when he tries to recover it, the teachers get angry with him (the one stolen from). That's not very fair. It's not like I like him! Just saying.
On the way back from school I chatted with Yuki and another girl. They say that a lot of kids don't talk good about me. They gave me some specific examples. They are very trivial. Seriously, why should people hate me because of something so small? I don't like different things in people but there is no one (out of girls) that I hate at school. What's wrong with people being so easy to upset? But then after all, why should I care? I have my music and and confidence that everything is going to be fine and that's enough. But yea, it is weird. Even Rina and some other girls seem to talk to me less. And I don't recall doing anything recently (to upset them).
Did my homework for about two hours. It was hard to concentrate. Tomorrow we have a test on synonyms, antonyms and phraseological units in hieroglyphs. I've never seen or heard a lot of them. I finally struggled through it with the help of music.
May 20
I got to go to dad's work to chat and one girl sent me her naked photos! That was disgusting and I did not open her other files. Why would one do something like that? She wasn't ugly... After that there was a 13 year old boy. First it was alright but then he started asking if I have hair down there yet. When I asked him why would he ask things like that he said "because I like you". All boys are the same... This is why I hate them!
May 22
Hi, Anne!
In the evening today Yuki asked me to go to dinner with her and a family from Philippines. We went to a barbecue restaurant and it was nice. Then we went to karaoke. In my room there were Yuki and a Philippino girl. She is 16. Her voice was amazing!! She so should just go to the stage (that is, become a singer). I didn't do well, obviously. There were not many songs I could sing and with my voice! Not fair. Ended up singing Like a Prayer somewhat well.
I went back to reading The Diary of a Young Girl at night. It is interesting reading about your romance! I keep thinking, would I want to do things like this or not? Of course, never with the Japanese. But maybe I wouldn't mind kissing once in a lifetime! It is very sad that you will be murdered soon! You would have definitely become a famous writer and would have married Peter! The Germans are terrible! Dad said they killed a lot of Russians also. Wonder if there was anyone else who kept a journal through this? Journalling is great. I wish everyone would! And I hope mum would buy me your book in Russian! This Anne Frank book was in English, as mentioned before, and my English really wasn't that great yet. I probably understood about half of it but it was so interesting I persisted through. I went to sleep thinking about the books I am going to write.
