Dec 21
Had my swimming class. Had to run all the way to the bus to make it but I was even early. Nothing special during class. I often see people changing without any towel. How are they not embarrassed??
I did Japanese homework at night and read a book of Russian classic Pushkin. I actually like it. I didn't know he wrote prose apart from poetry. Then Pete was showing his penis to me and I was so disgusted! (He is only 6 by the way) So I was writing my diary where I called him a perv and I read that bit out loud. And dad got all angry with me, saying how dare I write stuff like this! So what? That's what diary is for, to write down my grievances! But dad gave me a lecture over this, saying that I should not care about things like this. Lucky it wasn't too long this time! But as if it's my fault! It's all Pete!
Dec 22
A lot of annoying things at school today. I felt abandoned by everyone at drawing class. Ima was being greedy. Kami is saying that I get angry too much lately. But how can I not! Yui is friends with Mami again after fighting for 2 months and I am jealous. I don't like Mami. She is so fat, probably like 70kg. But most of all, before she said out loud that I like Abe! But I don't in the least!! So I don't like Mami. The truth is, I like Charlie Sheen. And maybe one of my swimming teachers a little. And Bobby from Kanga Roddy!
Dec 23
I was meant to go to Russian literature class in the morning but we woke up too late so mum had to call the teacher and postpone it an hour. That hour was enough for Pete to ruin my mood. I really try hard to ignore him but I parents still get angry with me! Why does he have to be so annoying? Why do I always get blamed?
When we went grocery shopping I got a Kinder Surprise. I am collecting the toys. Pete got his chocolate egg and I asked if I could have his toy too. Dad says: "Of course he will give it to you, he is not like you!" Oh yea? He didn't!!
In the evening I helped prepare dinner and then decided to empty out all expired and smelly food. It was such a mission! And parents still keep yelling at me on and off! They call me lazy and never finishing what I start... I ended up running outside and sat on the swings shaved a stick (to use for jewellery making). I came back home when it was already dark.
We had some visitors. Pete teased me and dad scolded me for yelling at him. I had to hide in my room.
Dec 24
Last day of school before the holidays. Got my term report card. I only had two 4s (out of 5, 5 being perfect). My social studies were 5!! Even Mami did worse I think!
I heard that Yuki and Karen were going to Karaoke after school. And they did not invite me! I was upset and Yuki said she will ask Karen to take me too. After coming home I was getting all disappointed waiting for the phone to ring but it would not. I figured out they went without me but I did put my favourite clothes on just in case. And then Yuki ended up calling! Karaoke was fun. Pity they didn't have many good songs but..
