Wow, something really great to read. You seems passionate about writing, that good. 'Responsibility' is the right word we all can relate in our lives, it is something we have to and need to do and sometimes we have to forgo passion in face of responsibility. It's a choice and also the right thing. On the contrary we can find passion in many other things. But saying and doing it is very different in real life. That's where finding balance in life comes.
About My Native language it's 'Hindi'.
I can't say much about the English though its what I learnt during education days or something I developed with time while reading, watching English movies, English songs and writing.
Have a Great day dear 😊🙏 !PIZZA