It is interesting to me how I can get excited just with situations I imagine and some things I read or hear.
A couple of weeks ago I was chatting on a page to meet people. I do this sporadically and it's been a long time since I've met someone, it's usually just a few words via WhatsApp and that's it, bye-bye, every man for himself.
But, that night there was a person with whom I felt an almost instant chemistry, the conversation was so fluid and pleasant that in a few minutes we had already exchanged phone numbers. I immediately sent her a voice note via WhatsApp and asked her to do the same. Her voice is beautiful and she left me like that:
馃グ馃グ
She continued the conversation, getting better and better, and asked me for a photo. After that, everything went on even better. I didn't dare to ask for pictures at that moment, I was afraid that the charm would fall off. Not that I'm very superficial, but getting to know someone that way is difficult, first you have to trust a bit what you see, read and hear and second you have to open your senses more than usual.
We continued in a conversation for me fascinating and fun, it was in the wee hours of the morning, he told me that if he stopped answering it was because he had fallen asleep, to which I replied:
"No, no, you let me know when you have fallen asleep. "
"I'm afraid I haven't developed that technique yet 馃槄" -She replied-.
Really, the conversation flowed very well and we understood each other easily. We even talked about aliens and the possibility that the universe is infinite. The last message was sent by me, I didn't receive any more answer and I assumed that he had fallen asleep and I decided to do the same, but I really fell asleep seeing little stars and quite excited.
The next morning, her voice was in my mind, the conversation we had and although I was eager to write to her, I took a deep breath and began to go about my business and after noon she wrote me.
She greeted me and apologized for leaving me talking to myself the night before. I told her that was normal, it was the middle of the night, plus she had already warned me.
We had another good conversation in broad daylight, there was a lot of chemistry.
It was then that I asked her for a picture, and although I can't attest that it was really the person I was talking to, I was like this:
馃槏馃槏馃槏馃槏馃槏馃槏
Almost 2 weeks passed and we kept talking with the same enthusiasm on both sides, but in the middle of this week she left me talking alone 2 days in a row,it was not in the early morning, and then I decided not to bother her anymore, I don't know what could have happened all of a sudden.
During the time we talked she told me that she would invite me for coffee soon and I imagined the scene, looking into her eyes and that alone excited me almost as if I was living it in reality.
It had been a long time since I had been so excited for someone I have never seen and I don't even know if she is real.
Many things excite me, like floating in the sea while contemplating the sky, seeing a shooting star, having a lucid dream... but I think there is nothing that excites me more than falling in love and being reciprocated, that idea makes me sigh, so much so that just writing this has lifted my spirits a little, as if for an instant I had relived these last days in which my being was filled with fleeting illusions.
Thank you for accompanying me. I wish you health, well-being and fulfillment.
This writing is inspired by @galenkp's proposal for this weekend.
Photograph of my property.