"Bound Free"

Thank you for everything,
Thank you for being part of my life.
Thank you for the day you hesitate to help me do not leave me.
Thank you for your responses to all my questions to myself.
Thank you for the laughter you gave.
Thank you for the memories we have built.
Thank you for when I am gone you have to show me that I am worth it.
Thank you for understanding my troubles in life.
Thank you for your sacrifices.
Thank you for accepting it.

all I can say is thank you
for our feelings has disappeared
all of your ways has changed
youve lost your path
and this becomes more often.

My tears continuously flowed every day
The scar that you left caused me so much pain
Reminded me of all the laughter
For this is the only piece of happiness left with me.
Even if I try to fight for you and go back to answer all your questions of 'why',
I can't because you are now with someone else

I wondered to myself repetitively how come you are clinging to someone else
And there I found the answer.

I remembered the days I ignore you.
The days I didn't see you and my eyes is focusing to someone.
I remember how I neglected you on the days you needed me most.
I forced my wants unto you despite knowing you were not in your mood.

All your sacrifices. The days I suspected what you were actually doing.
Filled with doubt and distrust to who you are with.
Questioning where you are at times you didn't reply to my text messages.
I thought that you had someone else. But the truth is, there was no one.
All were inside my head.

I didn't even see that you were already tired
I didn't even see that you were giving up
I didn't even see that I was hurting you already
I didn't even see that everything was just doubt
I didn't even see that what I was doing was entirely wrong
I didn't even see what you were truly feeling
I didn't even see that my suspicions were already too much.

I was led by my doubts and fear to lose you
But I was wrong! What I was doing was the main reason why you left.

Because you were tired of me already
Because you were tired of understanding all the wrong suspicions
I was just afraid, because the truth is, I can't live without you in my life.
I can't live without you.
Still, everything was out of my hand because you already gave up.
You can't take it anymore.
because you are tired already, tired of understanding.
I didn't see it. I am sorry.

I'm sorry for not valuing you and I'm sorry for my selfishness.
I'm sorry for not thinking about your feelings
I'm sorry for everything I have done
I'm sorry because I have neglected you. I'm sorry for keeping you imprisoned.
Behind everything I have done, the main reason is that I love you

Everything is over in this chapter of ours.
But here I am, restrained by the memories we have made
My torment seems to never end
We are now over, and your new chapter with him has begun.

Your heart belongs to someone else
It hurts me but
I need to let you go
For the time I have kept you has killed all your feelings
Thank you for accepting my apologies
For your departure
is also my fault
Even if I don't want you to be with someone else
There is nothing I can do

Everything is now clear. I can see how valuable you are
The sacrifices you made
Now I realized everything after you are gone.
Thank you and I am sorry my love.
Please remember that I love you.
I really and truly love you.
With that - I set you free.
You are now free.

Thanks to @bobiecayao, for mentoring me.

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