Don't take it! Don't take it!! is what my mind keep repeating to me but I was so stubborn to even heed to the call since part of me keep telling me you love her and you want to leave all the shyness moment behind and be a man. Before I know what is going on, It was total blackout. I have always promise myself right from the onset that I will never taste anything alcoholic or things that my mind isn't inline with because I do select and I don't really like how it taste or the smell, I just use to wonder how people take this stuff without having goosebumps all over them.
I actually told her from the onset I don't take alcohol and all she would say is I'm the boring type, will will I keep taking soft drinks or juices even when I'm with my guys or in a bar but I just couldn't help it, she told me about her fantasy, getting drunk with the man she love even if it is just once at least to know how it feel and how she do watch it in movies, I knew that is one of the hardest fantasy I will want to fulfil out of my own will, after several attempt I told her I'm in, she was really happy she will finally have to fulfil one wish with her man but I had to give her just one condition, it will be indoor with just the two of us. I have seen how people who got drunk behaving, staggering, vomiting at times and saying all sort of nonsense things, even if I have to go through that stage, it must be indoor where no one will see me.
We fixed a date since she went home to see her parent and she came back with a 40% alcoholic wine she stole from her dad wine store, I was surprised because of the percentage but I just had to cancel the thought that she might have some hidden agenda, we sat down with our cups, she was sipping hers but I had to take it at own because of the sour taste and she kept on filling my cup while smiling, at some point I was lost in the moment and really don't know what I was doing anymore while sitting down. All of a sudden I realised the bottle is almost empty and she is still on just one while I almost finished a whole bottle, you have to stop!! the voice came up again but it was late already, I was fine until I tried standing up and I couldn't.
It was as if the world was turning around and I could see things in twos, I try standing up again but this time I fell back to the ground so I just sat down trying to figure out what will happen next. She didn't move an inch, she just sat there looking at me laughing really hard, I manage to crawl to the bed because any more attempt to stand up, I really don't know what will happen to me next. I just lie down there looking at the ceiling until I felt a hand touching me with the word Are You Okay, before I know it I was gone for good.
I slept for 8 hours straight, that is even enough for someone to carry out an evil agenda, my cloth were intact but the headache I felt wasn't from here, it was as if someone his hammering something on my head and I had to stood still for some mins, luckily for me she was still around watching a series and also laughing at me because I was gone for too long. I couldn't argue with her at all and just told her weldone since her fantasy is done already, seeing me drunk but that experience made me decide not to near anything alcohol anymore. What if I had it in public, what would have happened?
