So it's the last day of 2021 and memories and flashbacks started occuring to me.
First one started with trading.
As a novice without proper guidance in the crypto industry, firstly i got scammed on crypto investment platform.
After a while i decided to try out trading gradually, which at a time seemed to going smoothly. I was actually trading coinM-features on Binance, while i traded BNB token.
After a while i went on a rollercoaster ride were i started loosing due to much liquidations and price fluctuation.
At a point i became concerned and frustrated with the i am loosing trades without tangible gains.
Due to financial issues, it seemed like the only way to make a little money to support myself in school.
On the 26th of October this year, i opened a position and made a little money back , I felt happy and a bit relaxed.
The most sad , frustrating and worst day of my life came a day or two after that when Bitcoin slipped to $50,000 levels. I bought the dip and opened a position thinking it wouldn't below that level.
I was actually in the classroom when i got a notification on my phone , decided to check it out and my account was liquidated 😢, it was about $300 my fees , house rent was part of that money.
For most people it's a small money but for me it's a very huge amount of money.
This strange buzz gripped me immediately, i left the classroom not minding the lecturer was in class and lecture was going on.
Firstly i called my girlfriend
@favvygem, first word from my mouth was " babe i am finished" I am gonna kill myself.
Hearing this she asked me what happened? I told her the whole story, she begged me not to kill myself and did everything to calm me down.
I cried 😭, I was frustrated and almost killed myself. I didn't know what to do the only thought i had in mind was just dying and escaping it all.
The deadline for the payment of the fees is 17th January 2022.
Earlier this month a friend introduced me to hive.
I started up gradually and the thought of killing myself wasn't an option anymore.
After that horrible experience i decided to stay off trading for now.
It was actually during an exam period, majority of us didn't pay our tuition fees.
With no formal notice the school bursary decided to pay us a visit while writing our FEG 204 exams ( Applied electricity ) a 3 unit course to be specific.
Asked everybody to present there school fees receipt, if you don't have yours quietly leave the examination hall.
We all left, about 500 students or more. The continued the examination, we thought maybe they would have mercy at some point NO. we kept waiting till those inside finished there exams and the examiners left with the answer booklets.
Everyone at this point broke down😔, knowing this is an automatic carryover for us all.
I didn't know what to do ,i was confused , depressed, sad and angry at the same time.
So these are my worst days of 2021 and even more but let me stop here for now
