I don't know if I can make an article about what happened last year. It's just like a memorable experience on a roller coaster. My oldest daughter was in grade 12 she asked me if she could take home a kitten. At first I don't know what to say, until one day she brought home a weak kitten. I was afraid we might kill the little one. It was supposed to be drinking milk into her mom. She has a four year old sibling, it drinks milk so 
Day by day it became stronger, I couldn't believe the happiness Adielle brought to my daughter. Remembering my 35th birthday last year. On Valentine's I was accidentally scratched by Addie. I know it didn't really mean too, but I was stressed because Ria just had finished her vaccines. It was really small, but I watched anti rabies online. It was really scary, my son told me "mom it's also your birthday you must be safe." but I didn't tell my husband because I know he will definitely get mad. After Ria was scratch by Addie my husband told us to send the kitten away. But we didn't listen because the doctor told us to observe the kitten's behavior.
We arrive 5:40 AM, I was the third patient, the first arrive at 4:20 her wound is big. She was worried because a person died to their place because it didn't believe into rabies. We all felt stress I also told her my situation that my daughter was also scratch by the same cat and we've just gone to expenses.
They told us that the vaccination will start at 9-9:30 I was shocked because we haven't eat at all. My son and I just drink coffee and little bread, I also brought some bread because we couldn't afford to buy food outside. Because of the long wait I got to meet new friends. We were all given skin test that took 30 minutes to see the results. The vaccine cost 1450 pesos $25.87 but the nurse told us to please at the drug store and told that we don't have money. I was pale while filling up the form, I even got many mistake but I got the medicine needed.
While waiting for my turn I felt nervous, dizzy and my anxiety triggers me. *My husband also called and got mad! He also went home from Manila to Bulacan because of anger. He told us that if we just listen to him none of this would happen. My daughter was also crying because her dad was really mad at her. I was having my shot 💉 but I told the nurse to make me the last because im not feeling well but she told that I've waited too much. After she gave the vaccine I was dizzy it was a total of four shots 2 shot's in left and right. They are talking to me but I felt different, the nurse gave me candy but my vision got blurred and the next I lost my consciousness...
They were all worried they brought to the emergency room to check my vital signs. It said that it was clear, sugar, heart, oxygen. But I was not feeling well pale and weak so they gave me an oxygen. I vomited loudly my stomach is aching. My friends went to check on me they gave my son money but he didn't get it. They said that I need to pull myself together and be strong. I'm so thankful that my son is there I saw his teary eyes but he hides it and wants her mom to be strong. These are our vaccine card last year.
After 2 hours I decided to go home, there are a lot of patients that also needs to be treated. I'm still weak, but my son is with me. The doctor said I just need to take a lot of rest. At home I saw my husband, he was really mad. He shouted because of his mix emotions. We're just quiet because it's our mistake. Adielle was sent away, my daughter was really sad. I blame myself that I allowed her to bring the cat to our house. After weeks we heard nothing about Addie, we know she's too little to survive. Looking at Addie's photo with my kids breaks my heart. Animals brings us different kind of Joy. My daughter said that she'll still have a cat when she's already an adult. I never saw her happy after Adielle left our house. The flood change her mind because if we weren't got scratch maybe Addie will not also survive the way of living we had on our place. We didn't choose to survive to loss Addie, but it's still painful seeing this pictures. Unconditional Love, Ria has her teary eye whenever she remembers Adielle. To Adielle, wherever you are I know you're happy. Thank you for the wonderful memories, we love you ❤️
