Communication have really helped in so many ways like..
Some times its easy to just ignore most things and focus on building your self more,.
Currently it have not been easy so i chose to be writing things about my life experiences especially the ones i find to be more like a lesson to learn from.
.some few weeks ago i decide to try out something new,
Got to a new place,
Went outing to visit few places,
Checked on some new people,
And at the end i was just happy for those small small things,
Sometimes loneliness can make you forget that there's life outside your comfort zone, and in couple of years i have always refined my life to be just some particular regions,
In so many ways i try not to involve myself in things that will take me out of the particular standard i have kept for my self for years,
Even though it was lonely,
Sometimes it feels sad,
Some days it feels like i cannot do any new thing rather than being stuck online,
And focusing on people i have never met or seen in my life.
In as much as we get to do so much online .
There's still so much i hardly do offline ,and thats why its very easy for so many people to get depressed because some how we focus so much on the online and forget real visits, gist, hang out etc .
We all just focus on doing almost everything online.
I have been guilty of this social life online that i forget theres still life outside the media world,
I can count 500 online friends but can't count 2friends offline .
Nobody said being a social person online is bad ,but the reality of it all is that you only show them the version of the person you want them to see ,and in reality you can be a whole lot different being entirely that you might not even realise you have created an illusion of who you truly are to the media world ,and when it comes to reality you get scared of being your true self and rather stick to being in your comfort zone to enjoy the mirage of an individual you have created for people to see..
Then the big question is..
How many people online know who you really are,
How many people offline can talk about positive things about you..
If you are to need help physically are there people you can count on..
Its not about having numerous friends all over the world and be seeking for financial help or motivational quotes ,
Can theses people be physically there for you when you need them
.. there are lots of questions to ask but
All this things are some of the things i was nurturing in my mind and i felt guilty of loosing out in reality..
My life have really been an illusion all this while because on media you can chose to be anybody while in reality you are who you are and you cant fake it .
So i decided to change somethings about me for now and just try my best to live a life worth emulating.
