[#50223] I need to get this off my chest. Ive been hanging out with this girl for over a year, and I think she has developed romantic feelings for me. The thing is, Im gay. She hasnt blatantly asked me on a date or anything, but she is very sweet, somewhat flirtatious, and gives me little gifts on special occasions (Christmas, Valentines Day...). She also remembers little details about me (like my favourite foods, colour, personal stories), which is why I think she likes me. I dont openly talk about my sexuality and I dont want to tell her that Im gay unless its absolutely necessary. Ive been trying to ignore her as much as I can, in the hopes that this will just blow over, but its been a whole semester, and she doesnt seem to be getting the hint. I still see her somewhat frequently as we have classes together and share several mutual friends, but I always limit my interaction with her. I feel this overwhelming sense of guilt when she looks at me. And I feel disgusted that she could be so loyal and eager to please me. And I feel disgusted at myself for feeling disgusted by her.
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