untamed-essence

I've been struggling to be more active on this platform for more than a month. Ironically, soon after I started on Hive and decided to keep it constant, everyone (myself included) got sick with who knows

I am a picky watcher as most cinema creations leave me untouched (or worse — annoyed and wondering about the evil role entertainment industry plays in the human society). Sometimes, however, the most unlikely

Whether one likes it or not, money is a big part of life. Yes, it’s just paper, but that paper represents value, so it’s kind of silly to make it all look like people, organizations, and governments are

As I was sipping my morning coffee, a Turkish kindergarten teacher from a popular Russian travel show said that nowadays most parents believe their children to be suffering from hyperactivity. Just think

If I want to write about some things that truly matter to me, I might as well make it clear that many of the discussions and stories to be expressed here and on other pages under any of my alias are nothing

This place doesn’t exist anymore. It used to be the “Casa Sirena Seaside Resort”, Oxnard, California, abandoned in 2009. What really got me in this particular place was one of the graffiti/tag writings

I started this post several days ago with the intent to describe one of my dreams which was rather disturbing. In that dream, there was a particular illegal substance that I feel deep aversion towards.

​Every year I say that I don’t believe in making resolutions on specific significant dates because one should be free enough and determined enough to start doing what must be done literally any moment,

Today we visited a peaceful location in the nearby mountains where the so-called “Scary Dairy” is located. The brief history of the place is this: Once upon a time there was a mental institution, Camarillo

Things “deleted” or repressed in our waking life sometimes do come out in dreams. Many other things happen of course, like all the stuff science talks about, but besides that and according to my own

We live in a very strange and interesting world. It seems like today life is changing more rapidly than ever before, but certain cycles and patterns remain. Or no, the socio-cultural ones do change slowly

During the hardest times and the lowest lows I heavily rely on my great superpower ability to withstand a wide variety of psychological pressures. But since even superpowers have limits, at times I also

A well-known Russian researcher, author, and sorceress, K. Menshikova, once spoke about the System, our dysphoric present, and the many dissatisfied individuals who wish to fight or eliminate the existing

When I was a little kid, now and then I would ponder thoughtlessly (without words) about what it meant to be here. Where? Here in the world. I remember one of these moments clearly. I was standing in front

As I was writing my intro, I must have gotten a bit carried away. At the end, posting it became impossible due to lack of resource credits needed for such a long article. A bit frustrated, I was very tempted