I'm struggling with my weight for my whole life. I'm addicted to food, especially things like ice cream, pizza and I also love beer. I know how hard it is to keep the healthy habbits for a long period of time. You made amazing decision to take care of your health and body. Its not gonna be easy, some days you gonna fail but at the end its a long run. Don't feel bad for days when you fail, just try to have less of those days when you eat something not planned. Being consistent for 80% of time, will lead you to insane progress anyway. Having a family - is hard, its a lot of work and commitment, but also its a big support. I wish I had someone around me who supported me durning my diet periods. I wish you a lot of energy and consistency through your journey and I'm waiting for more posts about your transformation as its one of my favorite topics.