To be honest here, if I want to really say what currently bringing me joy, it is actually something that's very personal and I don't think I would want to share that information right now, but then let me talk about the other thing that's next and Is bringing me Joy - and this would be the fact that I am able to relocate to another state.
So it's like this , last year towards ending,I applied for a schooling program and I got the admission in February, and since then , I have been preparing ways at which I can go for the program, also get a job to do there while schooling, it hasn't been easy but one thing is I finally made the move after what seem like a long planning, So I'm currently in another state, wait..... It's not yet rosy for me , but at least I made the step to move.
And honestly, that step alone means a lot to me, soometimes when you plan something for a long time, you reach a point where you even start doubting if it will really happen or not, theere were days I sat down thinking about how everything would work out, moving to another state is not something small, you have to think about accommodation, transportation, feeding, and even how you will adjust to a new environment entirely, there were moments when I felt overwhelmed
Be cause planning something like this takes patience, you keep thinking about the money involved, the responsibilities ahead, and the uncertainty of starting somewhere new. But one thing I kept telling myself was that if I didn't try, I would never know what could come out of it.
So little by little, I started putting things together, making calls, asking questions, finding out information about the school and the environment at some point it even felt like the preparation stage was longer than expected, but looking back now, I realize that sometimes the preparation is what builds the courage to finally take the step.
The day I finally moved, it felt strange and exciting at the same time, youmu know that feeling when you are leaving a place that is familiar and heading somewhere that is completely different?that was exactly how I felt, prrt of me was nervous, but another part of me was proud that I actually did it.
Right now I am still trying to settle in and figure things out, so like I said earlier, it is not yet rosy for me, you know starting fresh somewhere new always comes with its own challenges, I'm still looking for the right job opportunity that can help me support myself while I continue with the schooling program, but despite all that, there is still this quiet joy inside ms, the joy is not because everything is already perfect, but because I took that first step, sometimes in life, making the move itself is already a big achievement, many people have plans and dreams, but fear or circumstances sometimes stop them from even trying, for me, the fact that I pushed myself to relocate and pursue this program is something that genuinely makes me happy right now,i know the journey ahead will still require patience, hard work, and determination, But at least now I am already on the path instead of just thinking about it from afar, and for me, that alone is enough reason to feel a little joy.
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