I don't claim to be the ideal human being or ideal female. Errors in judgment and actions have contributed to my flawed character. Nonetheless, I learned that mistakes can serve as valuable opportunities for self-reflection and growth. In the same way that you won't achieve success if you don't face adversity, you won't understand the value of life's ups and downs if you never experience defeat.
I am a flawed human being who regularly sins. I have hurt the feelings of those closest to me by saying hurtful things, by not sharing what I have with those I don't like, by not responding quickly enough when I'm angry, by hiding the truth, by feigning happiness and contentment, by making those I care about angry, by stealing, by playing the victim, and by doing countless other things wrong.
When I found out I was expecting, I made a major blunder as a female. The time I spent traveling as an individual was far too brief; I've always yearned to learn more, see more, and do more. Having a child at my current age is not something I intend to do anytime soon. My original plan was to get my degree first, then get a good job, travel the world, and start a family when I was in my late twenties or early thirties, but now I'm not even sure when that will happen.
Upon learning the outcome of my pregnancy test, my entire world collapsed, and I spent the next several days unable to speak and quietly sobbing. I couldn't come to terms with the idea that I am pregnant, that I would soon become a mother, that many of my regular activities will change, and that this will also effect my study. In advance, I am passing judgment on them; their stares and voices echo in my head. To let down my loved ones would be worse than letting down myself. At that very second, I decided that I would never allow such a thing to occur. I intend to induce an abortion by ingesting bitter substances. They assure me it will serve its purpose, and it was my decision at the time to go that route. Even after all these months, the baby is still alive and well and breathing on its own.
I had a checkup and found that the baby was developing normally. I heard the heartbeat and I went too emotional, I cried and realize my faults my sin only to abort him/her, I suddenly say YES I would take care of my baby.
We human have our realization/ regrets in the end? This demonstrates the efficacy of a lesson. It helps us become self-aware by highlighting the ways in which we've erred. They say that in the end, regret always wins. I can relate to that phrase; I've spent a lot of time thinking about how much I wish I could go back and change things. All that is required is for us to experience the agony of self-awareness and the weight of our regrets. However, keep in mind that "Everything happens for a reason," and I can see how life is meant to move on.
Learning something new helps us become more well-rounded individuals who are more equipped to predict how our current circumstances will play out the next day. To me, life's lessons are a miracle because they transform a person. I think anyone who has learned anything from their experiences can attest to the fact that they have been altered forever. Every one of us wished to make some sort of positive alteration and get a fresh start. Nonetheless, there is no way for us to predict how tomorrow may affect our lives' difficulties. Mistakes are part of our life, we human requires the acceptance and forgiveness to ourselves in order for us to grow and to learn not to do the same thing again.
The difference between acquired lesson vs. gain lesson for me is that Gained lesson is that a person who fix his/ her mistakes and never so it again, while on the other hand, a person who got his/ her lesson but still doing the same thing.
Now I am happy, I have my lessons in life, and I understand why things like this happened to me. Becoming a decent mom and woman is my ultimate aim in life, and acceptance is the key to getting me there.
Self-mutilation is a waste of life and a futile attempt to solve problems. A life formula is like an equation that helps you solve an issue. There's nothing wrong with learning from your mistakes, feeling bad about yourself, and shedding a few tears; our technique simply involves letting life sink in and allowing regrets, blame, and tears to take their proper toll.
In the end, regret is inevitable, but there's a purpose to every event. When it comes down to it, we get to decide what's a "yes" and what's not in life.
Make your way in the world with style and contentment. God only gives us issues He knows we can handle because He has faith in our ability to overcome them.
I apologize for my absence but I have good reason; not only am I extremely busy at the moment, but I've also lost the motivation and inspiration to write. However I am now come back to life to convey to you my everyday ideas.
