Darkness envelopes me
Suffocating my soul
Bringing with it feelings of defeat....
How many times must I feel like this?!
Why does the feelings of worthlessness, defeat, unworthiness keep filling my my thoughts?
Overwhelming my every being!!!
I collaspe under its weight
Having no desire to resist
Or to get up
But I MUST get up!!!!
I HAVE to!!!!
Darkness cannot win......