A calm evening, where two souls are sitting quietly by the side of a lake, both sitting in opposite directions. Absolutely silent, no words. It is so silent that the sound of breathing can only be heard. But no one is talking to anyone. An unspoken pain seemed to keep them away. They are not talking to each other.
Suddenly the boy from the opposite side said, "Since you have been with me, believe me, that day was the best day of the year for me." I started this long journey with the preparation to share all the happiness and sorrow. The happiest moment when I see you on my mobile screen, I just want to stare, rather than talk. You know I speak less, I can't speak properly. Talking to you has improved a lot now though, yet not yet fully learned. Do you know what happened to me that day? I forgot to tell you. That day when I went to varsity, as soon as I entered the campus, a girl called me from behind, I stood up, she asked me if I could help her. I said yes, and she kept asking so many questions. And you know I'm ashamed to talk to girls. So I showed her the office room and left, but at that moment I was afraid to talk to her hahaha.
The boy was silent for a while, but there was no response on the other side. The boy began to say again, "Are you really bothered to talk to me?" Is that true?
At last the girl replied, Yes, I do not like to talk to you, and it is true. Talking to you bothers me. Everything about you bothers me.
The boy sighed and remained silent for a while. His heart was pounding, he said softly, all right. But I like talking to you the most. When I get tired of thinking about everything, go to you and talk to you, I feel alive. You know, when you hurt me badly, I still feel calm when I talk to you. But to be honest you won’t get me to do 'fatrami' from today on. I don't even want to bother you, I am ashamed, annoyed with myself. Honestly it hit me so hard. Still, I want to hug you tightly, but I can't. Your words are holding me back.
The girl is sitting on the other side, annoyance in her eyes, curse in her mind. He wants to stay calm but can't. She knows how to calm him down, but she's not trying. Maybe she doesn’t want to calm him down, everything is getting worse. Time was running out. She knew she had to do something about it. But she was unable to think of anything.
It is getting dark in the evening. He knows that everything may not be the same as before, but he could not change himself even for a moment, he dropped her to home and went back to his home.