I locked the door and sat in my room. I was trying very hard not to hear anything but my own heartbeat. But everything was in vain.
What do you think of yourself, hmm? Are you trying to teach me what's right and what's wrong? Me? yes! I'm 40 years old. Understand? And you're trying to tell me what's right? I'll drink, I'll smoke. What's your problem with that? I'm going to drink and die, so get out of my business before I hit you.
Please be quiet! Your neighbors are listening. You have said these words a thousand times, so keep quiet.
Let everyone listen; what does this mean? Let everyone listen.
Same old story, same threat. I am getting tired of arguing with them again and again. Dad won't change, and Mom won't stop trying. And I will not stop crying. A father who is an alcoholic and a mother whom I see only thirty minutes a day, there was nothing like happiness in my life. It was too late to think about dignity, think when your father had already tried to suffocate your brother and the whole world knew it. So my mother thought, and I was not surprised.
I still remember. Your dad and I were the best of lovers at that time. We were the most famous couple in our college, and everyone in college was there to congratulate us when we got married. We were the happiest couple in the world then. But now, things have changed, and I and her Not worth it. But I don't care. I still love her, and I will always love her. So I don't regret marrying her. No, I will never regret it. Yes, I was stupid, and maybe I'm silly, but I don't regret it.
My brother was lying on his deathbed, and I was sitting in my room crying. And my parents were arguing with each other. Things couldn't be worse than that. "Please, at least keep your mouth shut for our son.
No, I won't. Do you think I'll change for your stupid daughter? It's a good idea though, you know I can send her to heaven right now if I want to. But, no, you can't. I will not stand here and watch you ruin the lives of my children. No, no, I have endured so much of you and your filth. But not anymore.
My mother is in jail, my father is in hell, and my brother is in heaven, now my life has no meaning.
