The sun had set a while ago. Dark room, blue light on my phone screen. I will leave the room, in the meantime my mom came. She came and asked me if I have money in my Bkash account. I said yes; I recharged some money to her number. I don't know! What happened to me then, I became angry with my mother for no reason, Absolutely no reason. Immediately my mom gets angry too and starts crying and says, when I die, you will realize that day. This line broke my heart; I became silent, I go out of the room wearing a shirt in silence.
The sun has already set. Football was being played on the river bank, and as soon as it was over, there was a crowd of people. I was looking for a place to sit quietly where I could sit in peace. I can think to atone for being rude to my mom and find out the reason for my sudden anger. When the river bank became empty, there was no crowd, only the sound of waves could be heard from the river. I couldn't calm myself down even in such a peaceful environment because I had just made an extreme mistake with my mom. I have to atone for this mistake. I realized that I had poured out my anger on her. It made me more restless, What did I just do?? I can't do that with her. She is my Mom, the place of the most honor, worthy of the most love, but what have I done? I misbehaved with her.
I didn't do it right at all, I made the biggest mistake. No, that's not my first time that i misbehaved with her. I have been rude to her in many other ways before. But my she loves me the most in this world. She never tired on me, never even eats before me, but I don't remember her always, if I ever get sick she doesn’t sleep , she sits next to me all big night. And today I misbehaved with that Heaven, made her cry. Yes, I love her, much more, but can’t express. I know I should be more patient, more responsible. You know, I try all the time, because every child in the world should have the highest responsibility on his family. It is my sole duty to take care of them, as they have nurtured us since childhood. I also try to make them happiest but I don't know what happens to me sometimes; I became aggressive.
Neither the dad, the mom, nor the sons sincerely wish each other harm. On the face of it, there are so many words, in the remorse of those words, our hearts pierce, as I did today, making her cry.
