Hello everyone,
How's things going on? I hope you have had an awesome life ever since today. Well, if you still don't reach the point that really makes you happy, just think of a simple achievement that you make, because that means that you are on the right track for the goal that you want to achieve. But it's easier said than done to put it into action because there were many times we met failure and didn't even believe in ourselves.
I'm dedicating this post to myself to remind myself that I have done a lot of good things and, of course, bad things that I still regret until now. I feel that I start losing my way in life and sometimes feel there was no hope to dream big dreams anymore. I didn't even believe in myself because there was not even a small event in life that I could be proud of until now.
I had this coffee and cake for the first time after a few years. Maybe 3 years I didn't reward myself with good coffee from good beans because everything is considered expensive here. But yesterday I decided to give myself a small reward by having this coffee. I was just sitting at the coffee shop, looking far and letting my thoughts fly into nothingness. Suddenly, I hear a voice come to me and say that I need to give myself chances to be loved and start over. I start to think that I am always blaming myself because most of the time I get no result from doing things. I then think about how stupid I am for not taking those things as my learning lesson like I did when I was younger. Maybe because I was tired of life, but thanks to that moment in time, it sparked into my mind that I needed to change the way I was thinking of failure (again).
To be honest, the coffee is not as good as I'm expecting. (You can't lie to a coffee lover). But, thanks to the environment, I get my mind fixed, and I think the money was actually not being paid for the coffee but for the mind (it is still considered cheap for the mind treatment cost).
The cake is nice and i love it , but it still pricey . Well , like i say before its okay.
I think the best thing that I can do now is try to slowly arrange my mind into the right order. This post is the result of those thoughts where I should at least write something within it because I was used to writing my life journey here.
I would be really thankful if you could help my new life journey by at least giving me some good encouragement. Help me by giving me some good encouragement. It was tiring to walk alone because I'm not that young and can fight life with pure good thoughts like before.
Life will give me a good change in the near future. Thanks for stopping in this journal, and I hope to see you again next time.
