He said he loves me
I see it in his smiles
And the way he begs me
Everytime he cheats on me
With one skinny bitch
Or office slut with big mounds
But he really loves me
Because he says he can't live without me
He loves me so much
He tells me I am nothing without him
And I will be lonely without him
No matter how much I have
I will be miserable without him
But because he loves me
He is never going to leave me
He loves me so hard
That he wants to protect me
My words do not make sense
And I am really very dumb
Though I think I am smart
No one will tell me this but him
Because he cares for my stupid self
So he will talk for us both
So no one gets to hear me speak
My dumb and stupid words
He loves me fiercely
He tells me so every morning
When he goes to work
And leaves me alone in that big house
To do nothing and sit pretty
He says I am too special to work
My PhD is meaningless anyways
Because I am his and his alone
He loves me more than words can say
He says I am lucky to have him
So lucky to have his fine ass
The fine ass women are killing for
I just have him all to myself
And this is because he chose me
He chose me because he loves me
And no one's gonna love my messed up self like he does
I don't get what you are talking about
My marriage is perfect!
My relationship is top notch
I am not being abused!
I mean do you see my eyes looking blue black
Or didnt you hear me?
He says only nice things to me
He loves me!
Yes boo boo
He loves you
Just not as you
He loves a lesser version of you
The you that he can manage
The you that can massage his ego
No boo
He doesn't love you
Not the you that you are meant to be
Darling, wake up!
He doesn't love you
Not the real you anyways
漏Onashile Peace (tolarnee)
13/2/2018
Abuse doesn't have to be physical or emotional it could also be a psychological systematic reorientation of one's person.
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See through the niceness and objects and kind words and realize that a person that wants you to be less so he or she can feel more, doesn't love you at all!!
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Do anticipate my first book PhoenixT21 which is a collection of poetry on various issues through my eyes, heart and mind 馃槏馃槏