I just want to say hello. I say that to myself and when I do, I can feel something that doesn’t change. It’s like When a doctor asks his patients about their pain level and they give a number. I can also give a number, Almost the same regarding this certain emotion. It’s strangeness, I’m still with output control but taking all precautions seriously, it’s wandering about calmly within. But it’s there. It wants to call out gently like when you take a child to the movies, it knows not to speak too loudly.