Loosen the Mind

I want to loosen up my mind, some kind of bright light came through when I thought of me too, for once I can think of me,
I want to loosen up my mind, I wanted to think of my new life right now, despite of the hurt, the pain and the fear,
I want to loosen up my mind, will I can find a new found hope this time, chances of making a whole new world of chances,
I want to loosen up my mind, for once I can think without outside pressure, just letting myself breathe for the first time in so many years,
I want to loosen up my mind, just the worry of receiving, just the worry of thinking blankly, just the worry of the goals and now it’s for me, this time…

A new time to be whole again, show me what life is right now, show me all the possibilities I can have that I deserve once and for all,
A new time to be whole again, you know what you deserve now, you know what chances can take you,
A new time to be whole again, I want to live once and for all, I want to be seen and heard once and for all,
A new time to be whole again, all I know that you cannot mess up with my future, what’s mine is mine,
A new time to be whole again, it’s been a roller coaster ride, but I wanted more, I’m open for new kind of adventure, adventure that fits me…

I see the most when I’m away, even when I’m shaking in fear, I can think of whole new ways to survive, whole new ways to think clearly,
I see the most when I’m away, in ways i can become me, just say when, just say what’s for me, show me,
I see the most when I’m away, sure I wanted to see the ways I can learn from myself again, sure I wanted to know a whole lot more,
I see the most when I’m away, I came to see what could be done, I came to see the world but not to the point where your world is being restricted even to yourself,
I see the most when I’m away, a saw a whole new path of ways to interact with myself, I never knew myself really, but thanks to silence…

I’m almost about to sink deep, sink deep to the pattern, to the depths of my own emotions, not recognizing how I become less,
I’m almost about to sink deep, I was suppose to see the way things are, but I couldn’t or I wouldn’t want to see? But chances forced me to,
I’m almost about to sink deep, I’m almost trying even harder to see through, but ended up see through the mask that suddenly came off unexpectedly,
I’m almost about to sink deep, thank you for making a way for the better, better ways to become whole, better ways to make a difference once and for all,
I’m almost about to sink deep, I willingly accept, I now accept what’s about to happen, in ways I couldn’t even imagine yet, but for once, the hope still remains, this time for “ME”..

Watchwords:
Would I suppose to see
I accept to what life is, this time
I can become me again
In silence I can see clearly