Beautiful post, Cynshine! After reading that, I feel I may have inadvertently stuck my foot in my mouth when I told you not to sniff the luck dust in my last post. Suffice it to say, I was being playful with my words and didn't know that you had a prior not-so-good experience with addiction. It's very cool that J-Ryze has turned you onto reality hacking, or magick, or the secret, or that je ne sais quoi hiding just behind the veil of sight and sound. These things are powerful, precious, and ours for the taking! Perception of reality is powerful too. What the thinker thinks, the prover will prove, and we are both of them. Absolutist thinking, however, can sometimes box you in. Whenever you're in a not-so-good state because of this or that, it's not a bad idea to create five different theories about the-this-or-that that's bothering you and then to select the paradigm that's most empowering for your present state of flux. There's a certain level of empowerment that accompanies quantum-think. It's not entirely quantifiable and goes by many names, but don't let labels get in the way, as it's always well worth the effort invested. Blessings to you both!