I don't know why, but I decided to check into my account on steemit. It had been so long since I was there. For half a year to a year, I was so super into Steemit. I felt I was learning things about blockchain and bitcoin and other altcoins, I got super invested into figuring it all out. I'm not a programmer, I don't understand all these new technologies.
I'll admit I was desperate to get into crypto and make money. It was like a golden winning lottery ticket that I felt had been given away and I wasn't smart enough to walk up and take a few. Anyways my panic at losing out took some months to dissapate and I went back to my hum drum depressed life of isolation and loss. While I left I continued to accrue some bitcoin/alts, but was again dismayed when I let the 3,000 price point for a single bitcoin pass me by in, what, March of 2020? I can't remember.
Anyways, I got back into a crypto little by little. I admit, I never truly left. I just sort of gave it 5 percent of my interest instead of 95 percent. It is all so large for me. I don't have the knowledge to understand where all this came from or where it's going so I just observe off to the side while experimenting here and there in my own life.
So, I was gone when the whole kerfluffel with Sun happened. I was going to login to the steem account when it asked me if I wanted to join Tron and I was like, "what is this". It made me paranoid enough to google it and see what was up.
I don't really like some of the things that I've written on my account. I sometimes get way to personal, but I can't help it. One thing that I did really dislike about steemit/hive anything that uses blockchain, is that once it's there it's there for good. I really hate this and it gives me so much anxiety.
I've thought about maybe getting tested to see if I might have pyroluria, maybe alongside bipolar, or other such things. I have no reason to post this, but I'm bored so I figured eh, why the fuck not? I've already said dumb personal things anyways. Still not sure about Tron or anything. Justin Sun seems like a dick tho