Self 
Slowly coming out of a depression..
recalling when
depression
was not my reality..
health issues
taxing on the mind..
I have noted
that after taking a medication break (smoking the ganja)
that my health
returned to full wack (pain, inflammation, ptsd,)
Its something to realize that
I can no longer
live a healthy
functioning life
without
medicating everyday...
wrapping my mind around
a strength that was so solid
a health that has slowly faded
while doubt gains
..strength
admitting a weak health
is
a stab wound to my ego
yet
my hope is when I share my truth
others that suffer from
.. similar issues
find comfort
in
knowing
you
are not alone*
Blessed Be*
*
UMA
