August, where are you?
The past week, since I returned from Portugal, it was as if my life was waiting to fall apart in front of my eyes. Two very expensive and important things to me because of my blog, namely my MacBook Pro and DSLR camera, BROKE. Then, there is a friendship with one of my best friends that needs serious evaluating.
On top of that, I have goals in mind to achieve. Yet no matter how many to-do-lists and done-lists I tackle, it feels like no matter how hard I try, the results I yearn for shyly hide away underneath silver linings.
If you’re wondering how can a full-time blogger be so busy, here’s what I’ve been up to -
Phew.
I feel like a poor student, a lost bride, a broke blogger and a lousy wife; playing this game of stepping in-and-out of those items, as they are things that I can’t just cross out before moving to another!
Standing 1000 feet under, I spy depression smirking at me by the bay. Quickly, I turn to the right people.
They remind me that:
P.S. Thanks to É, who surprised me with my *new* MacBook Pro, I can resume writing! Thank you for always believing in me, giving me guidance, support, and all of you. And to my best friend in the world, Ai Rene, I honestly don’t know what I’d do without you.
How do you know / measure if you are too hard on yourself, or if it is an actual fact that you could have done better?
Let me know in the comments below. I’d love to know.
Wake me up when September ends.
