My stomach has been growing larger than it's supposed to lately and I don't know what's going on but I keep eating because I just can't let food go even though I try to fast sometimes following the fasting app instructions. My boyfriend has been complaining about it but I keep asking him one question "is this relationship not for better or worse? Or does it apply only in marriage?".
Due to his frequent complaints, I had to follow up a workout tutor on Instagram. Yesterday during one of her live sessions we were practicing how to burn belly fat by doing sit-ups and the time given was ten minutes. Trust me I almost died. I watched my soul almost leave my body but I had to grab it back in. I was already sweating profusely from head to toe after doing it for just two minutes. Can you imagine? The greatest fear of any girl isn't to lose her relationship but to not get fat and here I am with a belly fat 馃う.
I don't do workouts, especially sit ups. It was my first ever. I was still on the floor when he walked in with chicken that was releasing a hot sweet aroma. He placed it right in front of me and asked me to do more exercises so that he could give me a bite. The offer was tempting but I didn't want to go again because of how I was feeling. "It's difficult but you have to do it cause I don't want to see that protruding belle of yours flagging around in this house".
It wasn't getting any funny so I asked him what that meant and he said it was a joke. I wasn't satisfied with the response so I got up from the mat and walked to him. He looked directly at my stomach because I was wearing a crop top and then gave me a wry smile before saying ``if you can't take a joke then don't walk around looking like one so you better go burn that joke you're carrying around. After saying that, he ran out of the house and stood outside laughing. I joined in the laughter while I locked the door from inside.
He's sleeping outside tonight except he tells me my belly is not fat or protruding and that it's the good kind of protrude. Actually I have to get rid of things that make my belle look fat like scales, mirrors and taking photographs. Now I'm wishing there was a way to donate fat to all the slim people or prolly thin cows around.
This thing he said has really touched me but I won't give it a second thought because I don't think his eyesight is functioning properly. "My stomach isn't protruding in fact, this belly fat will make it harder for anyone to kidnap me unlike him that even the wind can lift at any time (me trying to convince myself instead of working out). Why can't someone eat food in peace without having to deal with all this getting fat and having protruding stomach shit?
I should try cycling tomorrow but for now, there are many things I need to eat so that I don't miss them too much when I go on a diet. I've been starting my diet for the last few months but each time I end up eating a little piece of cake馃槱. Maybe my sexyness is actually overflowing and he's just so blind to see that I'm sexy ASF that's why my stomach is protruding.
