Weekend that was supposed to be a very good one to me turns out to be the saddest day of my life, thought of what to do at the moment but couldn't think straight, so I decided to come and express my feelings to you guys here, i am emotionally down and in great sorrow.
Love is a beautiful thing, but it's much more beautiful when you love and being loved. If truly our belly can be open just like the Calabash, it would have been more easier to figure out those with wicked heart , and also prevent us from falling victim into the hands of this wicked soul that claimed to love us.
Series of questions started popping up on my head, but couldn't find the precise answers to those questions. Questions like; why me? How could such thing happened to me? Is it true that love is a big illusion one should try to forget? Because I couldn't really fathom how the person i love wholeheartedly could do such awful thing to me.
I met this pretty lady and asked her out about seven months ago, of course she agreed to date me, and everything was going smoothly, the bond between us keeps growing day by day, which made me concluded that she is God sent as well as a perfect match for me, I even went as far as meeting some of her friends and siblings, and she also met mine.
Little did i know that all we are doing was a child play, she was only playing along just to get my attention, so she could get all she wanted from me, but the innocent boy (me) was blind folded with love and was carried away by the wind of love, not until recently when i started noticing some weird changes in her behaviour, but i only assume the changes in her to be nothing, because i didn't see the distress she caused coming, due to the fact that, the last thing i would do to the one i love is toil with their feelings, though i may win the game, but later lose the person for lifetime.
One thing i was conscious of never to break someone's heart, because i know the pain and damages such attitude will cause into the person's life, and sure i won't be able to forgive myself being the reason for someone broken hearted.
Oh! no, this can't be happening, every of my commitment in the relationship has been a waste, because i got to know today that the person i called the love of my life is pregnant for someone else. Yes you heard me right, the lady is two months gone, where did she expects me to start. I was about introducing her to my parents so the necessary things can be done, oh this is the peak of wickedness i've ever seen.
The deed has been done and i have accepted my fate, for now I will have to stay very far away from anything called dating a lady, because i needed much time for my broken heart to be healed, i guess being single for now will give me the happiness i desire.
Thank you for reading.
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