I definitely shouldn't be doing all if this PolyCub nonsense at 2am - but here I bloody well am and I have no fucking idea what I am doing. I am not sure if it is confusing, if things aren't working or, I am just retarded from the stroke enough that I can no longer work through these things. I think it might be my retardedness - other people seem to be fine with it.
I did finally manage to get some LEO into pLEO, buy some MATIC on Binance, transfer that to Polygon, pair them and put them into the pool... it was a nightmare.
Never do these things tired, but what else can I be at this time of night?
Still, at least I am in it now and have some (albeit small) exposure out there. I was obviously very unprepared for this and there are likely some people who were far more on the ball than I, cleaning up. But, I still don't really know how this is so different from CUB by itself or, how it is going to add a lot more value to the ecosystem - I have tried to understand - but don't.
I don't think it is that it is necessarily so complicated, it is just that I seem to be spread so thin across everything in life at the moment, that I haven't the bandwidth to take care of all of the little details along the way. It is a full time job and I already have a few of them I am juggling, and each has its own unique set of challenges and frameworks. I should really just quite a few things and focus on what has the most potential.
Is that crypto?
I'd like to say, "yes it is" because that is where most of my personal value is held, but sometimes I take a step back, look in the mirror and say,
Taraz, you are fucking crazy.
however, that is the way it goes and if it all falls into a steaming pile, so be it. If does go the other way though, I am going to be pretty fucking happy that I am this crazy. It has been a long road and with this little sleep, I hope it leads somewhere that I can spend a morning sleeping in at a nice hotel, somewhere warm and then going to lazy by the pool for a few weeks - maybe to live, if they offer some crypto benefits.
Well, for now though, I am going to go to bed and leave the youngens to it, as after the last few hours, I am feeling particularly old. Next week, I will officially get a year older too and while the years are going faster, I don't think my age is catching up with the age I feel - like the wealth gap - it just seems to keep getting wider.
Good luck out there and careful what you connect to!
Taraz
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