That sounds like very difficult times indeed.

Not knowing all of the details of your situation it is hard for me to comment personally here, but I do hope that in time you will find your way and place in the world. I am not sure what or where that is for you, but I do think we all have te purpose in life to find out for ourselves - but it doesn't mean we have to do it alone.

You can find me on Discord too.

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