A loving person, every moment of it is a joy for me. Feelings are awakened by the scent of her hair. I constantly wonder how he is? Maybe I couldn't touch him, but I loved him so much. I never thought I would lose him and drown in a sea of sadness. I was so stupid to trust him. I don't think anyone trusts anyone like that. But as a reward for such faith, I only received punishment.
But I still love him and will continue to love him. I remember him every moment. He hurt me, but I never tried to forget him. Because I love him. Why do I love him? I don't have the answer to that, but I love him because of my heart. I can't try to forget, because I love him. I still spend sleepless nights thinking about him every moment. My physical condition is not very good either. I have ended my life by becoming a night owl.
Does he ever think about me? I think he sometimes thinks there was a man who loved him blindly. His idea was really right, I actually loved him like a blind man. But my heart is broken. I can't seem to stand up. I can never recognize myself. Life is so insignificant to me now, what should I do, where should I go? I don't know any address. But I'm still waiting for it. It has an address. I have left a large space of my heart empty for him.
I am still spending my days waiting for him in false illusion. I still try to control myself by giving my mind false hope. Sometimes I wish I could see his face just for once. But this has been a fantasy for me for about 9 years. Today, 9 years have passed since I couldn't see his face. It's even more painful that I can't call him even though I have his contact number. Because he is now registered for someone else. 馃槩
Finally, it is my wish that all love be fulfilled.
