When people have a lover, they inevitably distance themselves from themselves. The lover takes time, it takes time to prepare for it, to plan, to prepare meals that you cannot cook alone.
As I approach the end of my long-term relationship, I realize that I miss myself very much these days. There is no pleasure in enjoying life alone. I can't wait to step into the exciting uncertainty of being alone.
Although it is very hurtful to face that all dreams, time and sacrifices were in vain, I know that I will heal myself and stand up strong.
